worddle?

I just did a Wordle for my twitter account and this is what I got ...

From braddddd♥

This picture is further proof of my obsession / love of Courtney. I hope she doesn't mind. : )

♥
B

Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy Valentine's Day!! : )

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Love,
B

One month later...

I still can't believe that it's been a month. It's amazing what one month can do. I miss him more and more everyday and still feel like I'm going to get a random text message from him saying 'HEY ASSHOLE, WHERE ARE YOU!'. But I'm coming to realization that it's not going to happen. I don't want to believe it's real, but I know that I have to. Today is a celebration of the life he lived. Everyday is a celebration of the life I've been so blessed to continue living.

In celebration of this, I've done something proactive in my life. I decided to facebook message the mom of a former best friend. This woman was like a second mother to me in high school, and sometimes was there to listen more than my real mom. Their whole family was like my second family and they're home was a home away from home. I can't lie and say I don't miss it. I miss what we used to be and I know that things won't go back that way. But none the less, I decided to facebook message her, just to tell her that I miss her and that I'd like to get together and catch up. So much as changed in my life since last year and I'm sure so much has happened in hers.

I don't know what I want out of messaging her. I just felt like it was the right thing to do. As I said to her 'If I were to die tomorrow, I don't want to go with grudges or whatever'. I just want to know that I've done what I can for who I can and tried my best.

Ouch

I was just reading an article by Kelli Underhill, Addicted to Procrastination , and boy did it ever hit home.

My life has succumb to one giant procrastination. In fact, I'm procrastinating right now. My school work isn't hard. Going to class isn't hard. But I always just put it off until it has to happen. I really need to stop doing this and do what needs to be done as soon as I can and not stress myself out with leaving everything to the last minute. It's not being fair to myself and I know I deserve better than what I've been doing lately.

Now is the time for change. Not tomorrow, not next week. NOW.
So enough with the procrastination, I'm going to do a bunch of assignments that are due this week, get this finished and over with and enjoy not being stressed out by the end of the week!

♥
B

truths

I know that you know that I know.
I'm not pathetic.
I may act like I've forgotten about it already,
but I haven't.
and I'm not sure I will so easily.

Just so you know, :)
♥
B