urgh

Lately, something has been wrong inside. I'm not sure what it is, but my body doesn't feel right. Something is off. I like to think I know my body well, and it's different. A normal 20-year-old shouldn't have to nap in order to get through the day. I shouldn't be tired all the time, regardless of how much sleep I get. I shouldn't be moody, grouchy or snappy for no reason. I just wish the hospital will call so I can go for some fricking blood work and hopefully they'll find something, anything, a reason for all this craziness.

It's 1am and I can't sleep.

I just want my body back!